A personal sharing, journey into my being, releasing old patterns, confronting the silly fears, to embrace metamorphosis..... time for me to learn the lessons its time to be true
iv been on a quest, a journey, i often named it seeking truth but i now realize that was not its true purpose or its real intention.
I was seeking myself, seeking understanding, forgiveness for myself, of the pains iv chosen to carry,... to open(to love myself), to learn not to hide myself, to not hide my pain or my love, my joy or sorrow... ***my nature*** OOh that which i interpreted as dismissal and rejection that center of an old feeling of hurt, of being broken.... I Shelled it in barricading the outside, holding it with me all this time and now its the cocoon i am now ready to emerge from, my journey was the shifting of my being inside that shell reasserting that old pattern, the old hurt into new synthesis until ready to emerge and radiate its beautiful light to all--> and that was within all along... I Am Ready To Emerge... to dance in the sky
Hurts are like silk, you spin them around yourself to act as a shield from what you think is an attack until you are cocooned in them, your hiding place.... then their is you surrounded by your cocoon of doubts and fears and hurts, muting the outside--dulling its vision,... then what, then you shift, and shift and shift and shift, you seek and seek and seek, and it may appear that you are looking for something out there but you are looking for yourself, looking to see in a new synthesis, you are searching for metamorphosis to take what you always had an inner light and beauty that nothing can cover, you forgot it and your fears, your hurts, and pains ,your doubts,--> were your chrysalis a place for you to remember and emerge... to remember you have wings if you wish them and to dance in the sky............... :D LOVE
That's a neat post - I can relate. I've been learning/able to feel spirit better lately, like I'm less bottled up.
Let's hope we all break free soon!
Wendy
Thanks for having the courage to share your intimate thoughts with us, Thomas. The willingness to be vulnerable is a sign of strength, IMO.
The words you use and you ability to be completely open to us all, humbles me and Insipres me.
THANK YOU THOMAS